Tuesday, October 1, 2002

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the garden bird is threatened with takeover by the Asian jasmine

 

"Things are in the saddle,
and ride mankind."

Ralph Waldo Emerson, Ode

It is not enough to be happy; it is necessary, in addition, that others not be.

 

 

 

too much to do

My intention, when I get up, is to put on my grimy clothes from yesterday and hack bamboo again. But...it's raining. I do some e-mail and some other projects and decide to go to the club for a workout.

I ask Forrest if I can do any errands. He says I can run over to the building we own and pick up the rent check. I do that.

I have a pretty good workout. In fact, when I get warmed up my slight back ache disappears. (I attributed this upon rising to the yard work.)

By the time I get home from the club and shower up, it's nearly 11:30. Where does the time go?

I spend some time pondering a trip my dad wants to take to Germany. Finally, I book him an airline ticket. I review options for trip insurance. I read e-mail. I sort some of the piles in my office. Which inevitably leads to looking up WEB pages, trying to figure out filing systems.

FFP is going to a ribbon-cutting for a building that Ballet Austin purchased. I go along. I can do that because I'm retired. I meet a few people, talk to people I know. I'm wearing my ancient Banana Republic shirt with a sailing chart print. People comment on it.

Back home the maid is at work on the house. I put away the clean dishes and retreat to my office. The vacuum is bothersome. But I hate doing routine things like vacuuming or cleaning the shower, week after week.

Because I'm retired I can do little tasks for Forrest and even go downtown for a ribbon cutting on the new ballet building.

I decide to try to find info that I have on Germany for my dad and Berlin for me. This entails a good deal of sorting of the growning bookcase in my office. Dust flies and I engage my ostrich feather duster. I even toss out some stuff like a manual for Windows for Workgroups.

Then it's evening. I decide to spend the evening getting the newspaper piles under control. Yeah, right. I read that self-esteem is overrated as a way to assuage society's ills. For sure.

I don't get the paper problem whittled down much. Because I doze. And work some crosswords. And watch The Great Dictator and a documentary about it. Talk to someone from my old office who drops by to bring me a photograph of a bunch of the gang taken for my retirement.

Llife is good. But I did think I'd catch up on newspapers when I retired.

Let me ask you this: do people really think I'm interested in their joblessness, their success with herbs and berries, their spouse's joblessness and an undiscovered painter they discovered who paints Lance Armstrong looking like a victim of a wasting disease? How can people with minimum success still support such egos? And, hey, it was FFP's work day. Was it rude to keep backing you to the door? Nah, I don't think so. I'm retired, my time is now even more precious to me.

On the other hand, some people call or drop by or write e-mails that I really do care about. I try to be careful of their feelings lest my retirement, my leisure, my choices offend.

 

 

 

 

 

JUST TYPING
Each foray.
To straighten.
To discard.
Reveals another pile.
Demanding attention.
Filing.Discarding.
Reading.Considering.
One file is labelled:
Current.
Newsprint yellows inside.

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